@velexiraptor @fakemaxkeeble@snouts.online That's a good way to burn out and not be able to do /any/ work at all. You /need/ downtime and recharge cycles to keep yourself going. Please don't try to do it all by yourself in one go. People die trying to do that.
@velexiraptor @fakemaxkeeble@snouts.online Believe me, I get it. I know exactly where you are coming from and its a dark sector to try and find your way out of. But I like to think that I can speak from experience when I say that all that darkness isn't really there and its just your sensors lying to you. You're not betraying anyone by marshaling and concentrating your strength for the strongest blow you can strike at the right time. That's how fights are won. Save yourself, then go for the kill.
@velexiraptor @fakemaxkeeble@snouts.online there is non because your using all the saved and recovered energy on guilt.
@velexiraptor @fakemaxkeeble@snouts.online its also okay that it takes a while. You're okay. You haven't failed anyone as long as you're not giving up and still trying. You're not being graded.