CW: HRT, drugs, transfeels, lewd-ish, Mental(~, +/-)
Last night of my 3rd patch, riding the last of the night’s Northern Lights into bed, feeling an incredible emptiness in my crotch. Definitely not what I’m used to down there. Not sure what to make of it. I know I’m horny all the time, feel wrong for being turned on by having a yearning empty feeling begging to be filled. I’m not doing this right.
Refit report (drugs, HRT, feels, + , - )
So it's day 6, patch #2, of the ongoing retrofit, Last night, I got really stoned and watch Ki Ni No Wa.
I was not prepared. I am not prepared for what these tiny little patches are going to be doing to me.
I'm freaked out and scared about getting this far out of spec where I've been for 30+ years.
I'm even more worried that this was a bad decision, but since I'm me, I'm committed and locked in, so I guess I'm just gonna see where this takes me.
1st patch day. Its weird that most of my concerns are logistical ones: Is it secure? Will it fall off during the day? How soon will I notice a difference?
Also, everyone who has met my family is telling me my boobs will be huge and that it's gonna suck getting them, but I'm totally looking forward to it.
Retrofit (Transition, HRT)
So, i've got my follow up appointment with my doctor today. And I should be getting my Fem&M Rx by the time I go home. I feel like Owen Wilson just before Freedom and Independence took off in Armageddon, bouncing between 2%scared/98% excited and 98%scared/2% excited. It's so intense cause I can't really parse the emotional data that's being generated.
Gateway Station (Setting info, CW: Nerdery, sci-fi concepts, technical details!)
Gateway is a spoke and wheel Stanford-torus style station. Its main habitat ring has a torodial radius of 32,768 meters and a poloidal radius of 1,024 meters. Gateway spins at 522.63 m/s or .152 rotations per minute, giving a default artificial gravity acceleration of 8.33 m/s^2 or .85 g. Grav-plates are spun up as needed for accommodating sentients, but spin-grav is there for safety in case of emergencies.
Hey @mawr? You're pretty awesome and I love you.
KA-33, Huskybot Neural network architecture (OC info, CW:Nerdery, sci-fi concepts)
Any platform on the network can escalate an IRQ ping to request decision tree disambiguation, emotional or empathy decoding, or real-time assistance. Platforms with assigned tasks by default never work alone. PackNet is secured by both passphrase and a shared 2048-byte encryption cipher. A dedicated 4096-byte key is used for all secure signals between KA and mAI.
KA-33, Huskybot Neural network architecture (OC info, CW:Nerdery, sci-fi concepts)
Huskybot platforms are run in a hierarchal, semi-autonomous mesh with on-demand, real-time control override of any reachable node on the network. KA usually defaults to real-time control of one platform per class, which are designated Primes. The Primes also act as a repository for experiential data. Memories are logged checked into cascade through the entire pack, each node checks in every 1024 seconds.
*beep* Raow! Are there new friends to find here?
Huskybots, nerd, trans, PoC, furry, poly, thirsty AF, budding stoner.
Replies are desired over Favs!
Status Lights:
🔷=Nominal.
🔶=Hanging in there but maybe say a nice thing if you have the energy.
⛔️=Not doing so hot, approach with caution.
🆘=Error state. Need assistance
AD: @kelseyhusky
Woo: @plushskies