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HRT, Dysphoria (-) 

I wish I still had hair on top of my head. Seeing this bright, shiny expanse of skin glaring under the flourescent light in the security monitor at the check-in window at my data center ever fucking morning makes me want to jump out a window.

I'm literally okay with every other part of my body, and getting more and more okay with it as my tits grow and i loose weight, but not having my own natural hair anymore is super fucking depressing and distressing (heh. unintentional follicle joke)

Wigs are cool an all, but caring for them is a bunch of extra work, and good ones are expensive and the best ones get tied in on the hairline up front, which I don't have anymore.

All the hair on my skull is in the wrong places. Too much on my chin, not enough on top. What's left is on the sides.

Reverse undercuts aren't cute.

TMI Tuesday: An Honest question for my extended Mastocule CW: US Pol (maybe +) 

How interested would you be if a :ms_queer100:​​ 🤖 💍 🏳️‍🌈 🚀 🔨 fursuiter started a gofundme for a national office campaign?

Cause I think, in the year of a calendar 2019, where you have to be tabloid worthy to get media attention, what would be more attention bait than someone whom society has already decided is doing it for attention in the first place.

Question for chubby trans masto: 

Where do you cuties get your dresses? I'm feeling the need for at least one.

3 hours of recharge means partially functioning huskybot.

Bleh. Don't wanna be productive today. I was productive all last week. I'm tired today.

CW: Self declaration. Fursona history/backstory, That nerd shit. 

Identity is complicated and a process.

Kelsey Astra could best be described as a stoner cyber-thot. She lives in an anonymous converted hotel, in a sprawl-reclaimed housing development that had been absorbed and overshadowed by much more opulent and extravagant hyper-towers of glass, steel, concrete, and neon.

In between the odd freelance tech-work she did to keep her room and to keep soy-patties in her mouth, she does weed, and she does sex. Frequently, she does weed and sex.

Eventually, she got hired on as a cyberweapons specialist on a freelance outlaw spaceship. Depending on who asks, she either found the job herself, or owed someone money, or even worse, a favor. After several jobs with a crew she came to love, her ship was attacked and destroyed.

And then huskybots happened, of which more has been spoken of elsewhere.

CW: Cannabis use implication. 

Happy 4-20, yall! Good Lift, and Safe Landing to all of you today and everday after.

Weed / Judaism 

Overheard:
Puff Puff Passover

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"I've got this itch in the back of my throat. It'd go away if I could just get something back there to rub against it."

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Sharing movies I love with someone I like.

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Where I'm believing your icon is coming from.

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Having your hands on my body in the Observatory.

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1-line positive memory excerpt 

Finding a Callahan's Fan that wasn't my dad.

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Fave for a profile excerpt. No names, just good things i remember.

Hey. Hey you. You're here. And you're cool. And you're gonna be alright. I don't know what's going on with you, but I have 100% confidence you'll make it past whatever it is. You've gotten this far and are capable of so much awesomeness. Ganbatte!

Putting together a good EDC equipment list. RFC 

Putting together a small everyday carry gear kit that is easy to replicate across multiple bags so that I don't have to worry about loosing gear as I swap between my 2-3 main bags.

Here's what I have so far:

Nail clipper and file
2x Single USB charging bricks
Anker multi-port Power Brick
2x Lightning Cable
2x Micro-USB Cable
2x USB-C Cable
Battery Pack
Screw and driver set.
Sharp thing
1x 128GB thumb drive. 64GB for storage, 64GB for macOS install disks.
1x 128GB thumb drive. 64GB for storage, 32GB for Windows install, 32GB for Windows rescue tools

Comments or suggestions?

The River Tribe has decided that my contributions have greater value and is adjusting their compensation accordingly!

That's a good thing to hear just before I take a whole week off!

Had a dream a few nights ago about needing a real haircut. It felt so strange, but really nice having enough hair to be able to run my fingers through it. Woke up a little sad.

HRT Milestone (+) 

Requested my first refil of sublingual E-tabs since I switched to them back in February. This is something I'm doing to myself and it keeps happening and yeah i get freaked out about it sometimes, but I'm still happy as long as those little blue thingies keep dissolving under my tongue.

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