🔶 KLCY AXIOM Prime @kelseyhusky@awoo.space

Not doing so good tonight. Can someone engineer or nerd snipe me so I can think about anything else besides my own inadequacy?

I wanna screm, I wanna cry, work eats my soul, it’s hard to try.

I'm feeling very lost today. My navigation data seems to be very corrupted. I'm not sure where I am, how I got here, what I'm doing here in the first place, where I want to be going, and where I should be going.

I hope I've made someone's day better if they've thought about me today.

KA decided that incrementing her version number could lead to ambiguity with external referents (causing confusion in people and systems that don't pay close attention to ident broadcasts, so she's standardizing on KLCY as her standard ID tag. She'll still track her version number, but that's gonna mostly be on legacy documentation and only tracked internally.

so yeah. No more KA-##++, just KLCY (spoken as "Kay Elsie Why")

Figures. I get a new ref-sheet, and I'm already making changes to the design. Dammit, why is my process always so iterative? I can just never be happy and leave things alone.

Always changing, always adapting. So freaking protean and fluid in so many ways.

Maybe I should just declare myself to be a shape-shifting nanomachine colony with several semi-default templates.

Huh. These RCGs are really influential, aren't they?

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And now I'm designing a collar.

Nothing cheers me up harder than watching black youtubers listening to Free Bird for the first time. The stages of ears blow off has been the same across the board.

1. Nodding along with the slow opening
2. Being impressed by the surprising soulfulness of the the lyrics
3. Hearing the guitar flourishes during the verses.
4. Wondering how much longer the song's gonna go on.
5. The Solo starts.
6. The Solo keeps going.
7. The Solo. Keeps. Going.
8. THE. SOLO.
9. Le petite mort.

Its beautiful to watch and it makes me smile every time. (especially since I did the same damn thing. I just didn't record my experience, cause I'm not photogenic like all the youngsters these days)

Yo, if white people leaned into expressive, emotional rocking out, instead of being trigger happy racists, the world will be a lot better.

One, two, three o’clock, four o’clock, rock

Five, six, seven o’clock, eight o’clock rock

Okay, Kelsey. So, tonight is how nights are supposed to go when you are hanging out with people you like. Do more of that. Not what you did last week. More nights like tonight and you'll have a much better time. You're a good puppy, though. And dammit, your friends ACTUALLY like you and want you around.

And they hopefully will understand and forgive you if you don't get it perfect every time. They all have so far, so maybe don't run laps inside your own circuits so much?

Since I realized that I didn't make things explicit, Each thread is being responded to individually, and if I call stop on one, ANY active others are welcome to keep going until their specific thread is completed!

(tagging @zx3 and @orrery just in-case!)

Tonight's record: 7-13. But I opened strong and got 2 up on her right at the beginning. All kinds of good things happening tonight.

Things on my schedule that I'm planning on trying to throw myself into:

-Blender for 3D modelling
-Exercising and training for Roller Derby
-Game development with UE4 to make something of ICEBreaker1, FINALLY!
-Learning how to be a girl.

hey @IceWolf I'm really glad you like my Awoos!

I feel so seen.

Tonight's rounds with Val: 7-28, but many of those losses went 2-3, and some went 2-3 with Val needing to go 3 in a row.

Maybe all I needed was to actually practice?