PTSD, mental health(-)
I think my PTSD isnt exactly in remission... or whatever the correct word is.
Last year around this time I saw someone who hurt me in the past. It was a really traumatic reminder and the first time I thought of it in years, and it wasn't until then that I realized how bad it was.
This year I was in the same place, and couldn't relax for fear of seeing them again. Hopefully it passes and I can actually have a good time...