vent, employment
too qualified for menial jobs, too "unqualified" for skilled jobs (no £36000 printout proclaiming my ability to do thing I plainly can do) Interacting with people fills me with such terror that I can't even maintain a facade of normality. the 2 jobs I did get were plainly scams in retrospect, which despite being at my expense look pretty bad on a CV. plus I'm trans.
I intend to live into my 30s but I dont know how that's going to be possible