The first day back to work after a long vacation is always stressful. It's the reimposition of an external routine that's just alien enough to feel weird after a long period of following my own patterns.
It doesn't help that this vacation was sufficiently amazing that I really don't want to go back. I want to keep living that life, and there's no first-order emotional investment in this one, just deep financial ties. I want out, and I don't have a path yet I can walk that doesn't hurt people.
@literorrery it me.
@literorrery I can so deeply relate to this feeling. Not looking forward to returning to work on Thursday.