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@Ulfra_Wolfe@witches.town @mawr
TBH, I dont feel ok showing my hurt anymore.
somewhere along the way my head internalized the idea of 'only one person can be in the I Am Hurting node at a time'; if *anyone* else is I *will* prioritize them 100% of the time.
Also my support network being on the other end of the country. Also it..not..really helping actually stop the hurt. etc, etc.
i have a therapist now tho, and we'll be talking by phone on Monday, so there's that at least.
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@neonNeptunian @Ulfra_Wolfe@witches.town *noses and hugs gently* I used to feel the same way, until I realized it just made me feel so alone to never talk about my own issues. >..<
Even if it doesn't change anything about them, at least you're not suffering in silence, dear one.
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@mawr @Ulfra_Wolfe@witches.town
I can vent and lament all I want, but...it...doesn't help me through it, tbh. the hurt's still there, it still festers. I still don't have any actions I can take. i'm still stuck waiting.
so i don't.
thank you, though.