The Technicolor Out Of Space @neonNeptunian@awoo.space

hey you! i'm glad you're out there
being strange and wonderful
being you, in whatever shape you are.

A toast to you, o friend-
May you find rest and warmth. 💜

m'up.

i...Thank you. Everyone. All of you. For kind word and hug given. I've been a bit rickety over everything, and yesterday starting the two-week countdown clock sent my mind into some screaming.

Your words do help. They help a lot.
You help a lot. Thank you all, each and every one of you.

Thanks. <3

i simply hope your day treats you kindly.

i'm sorry if it hasn't. i wish i could make the hurt stop.

And I should sleep, I guess. Good night.

So, an update.
-Grandfather passed ~3wks ago. Had to go back to VA last weekend for service.
-Biological brother has cancer, known since january.
-Wound up as designated donor of bone marrow
-will have to head back to VA around 7/1 for an unknown amount of time; at least a month

i'm scared that i don't know when i will be back, or..if there will be anything to come back to.

i'm scared what little plans i had left for the summer will be cratered

im scared.

Oh. Yeah, I should give an update of stuff.

I hope wherever you are,

that the world treats you with kindness, love, care, and wonder--

all the precious things you deserve.

Hey. I'm still around.
Started a new job, Week 2 starts tonight.

I'm working graveyard shift, so, that's a thing.

As a result,
I probably won't be here much.
But if you need someone to ping at, please feel free to.

For all the technologically savvy coolkids, I give these sweet cyberpunk visors because aaaaaaaaa

and by that I mean @indi and @emanate

because <3

https://www.etsy.com/shop/illumicyberwear

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wmtsTuHkt0

[Except the first one, all frames are calculated one by one by a prediction algorithm that tries to predict the next frame from the previous one.]

the music sounds like it's machine-generated at first pass, like a gravity well of light, radiant and churning wildly, oscillating with glow...

Sometimes, at sunset, from high above and away, you can see the light's waves as currents.

Clouds carry them, like outcroppings of foam across a wide sea; amber-gold swims alongside them, ribbons and banners of vibrancy.

For but a few moments, the dance of the skies is for all to see--

the beauty, always-there, alight.

(source: https://www.nasa.gov/image-feature/cygnus-spacecraft-approaches-space-station-in-the-sunset )
https://awoo.space/media/NOeJxEG5o5v95R8HwxM

yeah, sorry folks, if you came here for anything resembling 'normal' consensus reality
you've
come
to
the
wrong
plaaaaaace~~

💜

'okay, but now, try using your tentacles to emote /too/.' -me to myself

yeah, i'll probably just use this for scifi/surrealism microfiction, that sounds fun. c:

Strange flowers grow in your wake. You feel like you've woken up from a winters-long slumber, abruptly: the whole of Nature has opened its eyes, staring at you. Your bedroom's became a greenhouse overnight; vines and blossoms crawl up your walls.

You've never seen these flowers before, have you? They aren't from here; petals pulse and glow with strange colors that make your head swim.

From your dreams, maybe?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnpB_jBIrr8

I should actually give some fleshing out to this space.

Anyway, hi! this is an Elluim.
Psychedelic neon glowing alien otter-creature.

Friend to most, at least, endeavoring to be. Hiya! c: