Good morning, dear lights. May today treat you with warmth and happiness.
And, hey, psst, how about this:
Find something nice to give yourself today. Like a hug!
You deserve a hug today! In fact, this awoo is a token for one free hug.
If you have nobody around you that you can exchange that for, I want you to give yourself a big ol' hug, and know that's from me.
You are wonderful. 💜
(no seriously i know the west coast's current status is: fire
so like
drink something. s'good for you. 💜 )
and here, a brief snippet so you can at least hear what it sounds like:
(sorry for birdsite)
https://twitter.com/chromaticCorona/status/892818853713063941
please admire my big queer progeny with me
it's a handpan! percussive and musical, like a steel drum.
💜
venting, temporal flux/illness
it took them months to just tell me 'will I be the donor' plus blood testing they said would be insurance'd
which it wasn't
they gave estimates of late july
before giving my brother a month-long regimen of chemo meds in the middle of july
just this whole thing has been a coordination disaster and yeah im actually *really fucking mad*.
could go back to Seattle, viable, but even that feels like too-loose footing since I don't know when i'll need to be back.
Rrg.
venting, temporal flux/illness
So now instead of August 14th/31st, it's looking like Aug 21/September 13th for the physical regimen and then transplant
_maybe_!?!?
despite what was said two weeks ago they still didn't give me a concrete answer until I go and call
*again*
like, that's all I want at this point, is just to put a dart on the board and COMMIT TO A DAY
dont even feel like I can come home until I at least have *that*, 'cuz it still could change.
Again.
Again.
*Again.*
Rrrgh.
current earworm oh nooo
*iiiinhale*
🎶 OCEAN MAN
TAKE ME BY THE HAND
LEAD ME TO THE LAND
THAT YOU UNDERSTAND 🎶
@noiob positivity and mutual support is the best meme
also psst: today is the manufacture-date of one of my toyfriends, @indi !
That's something that's pretty awesome, because ve is something that's pretty awesome.
💜 🎉 🎉 🎉 💜
I'm only as real as I need to be. Are you hallucinating? //Memetic superweapon, playa-stained transdimensional emissary. Queer alien otter boy. [he/they] (NSFW)