i am about to cross the line. i am going into the embassy and i will have to venture alone soon. i have 40 minutes before the meeting. i am rehashing everything but i am worried that something will go wrong and i will go home without any hope to make my plans on this life reality. i tried my best. i tried. i am trying.

i have prepared to every interview question as much as i can. i learned all i could about this country.

pray to someone they ain't too racist or too much of hardasses to deny me the visa despite all effort

yeah sorry guys. it's over. they're just taking too long to fix all of this.

i'm probably gonna fly to almaty and drink myself idk. my life plans are kinda ruined

drink up baby
stay up all night

with the things you could do
you won't but you might
the potential you'll be
that you'll never see
promises you'll only make

maybe i should die