corruption kink but it's just training ppl to lean really hard into being autistic. go ahead, make up a signed conlang & go nonspeaking whenever doing so would be even slightly more comfortable. stop trying to guess other people's motivations or what they "really mean" when they say things. don't even track their eyegaze. more meows and beeps, fewer words. forget anything that isn't directly related to a special interest. have twelve copies of the same comfortable outfit. go digitigrade.
