theres a chorus of whispers in my brain that i can barely hear beneath the tinnitus ring and sometimes they get loud enough to hear. it's like having a colony of dwarves in your head, and i kinda can't get used to it. sometimes i zoom in on conversations and i hear the weirdest things, debates over this or that, business dealings, casual chats between friends
sometimes i think a shadow sorta hides in my system somewhere whispering doubts and negativity in my ear and i gotta tell em to shut the fuck up and let me have a good time sometimes. like, just today, i was folding clothes and things started and i kinda yelled "no" in my head, quickly settled after that
asking for money help, boosts needed
hello!!!
i need around $50 for groceries, like $60-ish for medical weed, and $60 for my california health insurance that's due in a few days (once my ID arrives in the mail i'll sign up for washington health insurance)
i've been trying to find a job video editing or something, i can't work anywhere facing the public because i have asthma and if i catch covid i'll die excruciatingly
paypal: https://paypal.me/v33b33
venmo/cashapp: vantablack420
thank you so much for literally keeping me alive, fediverse!!!
hi!!! we're spaceDOTexe! a system of 6 (maybe more), 25yrs old 🔞 // current front is [NOUGAT], and pronouns are [SHE/HER]. // follow requests are welcome!