parent / csa
what i really want is for people to tell me they dont think im nuts. yes my parents are hurting me. yes youve been sexually abused. but its not necessarily healthy for me to try and fill a gap in my own brain with reassurance from others so i just whine on the internet a lot instead.
parent / csa
@pinkplasticwineglass i feel rely alone and scared and hate nyself constantly but i know if i talk to someone about it it wont last very long. im arguing with myself as i type this
parent / csa
@pinkplasticwineglass ive been having these conversations for years -> youre in a really different place now vs when you were 14-15 and actually talked to your friends -> you will need it too much and drain everyone so dont start to rely on it in the first place
