diet dr. nasty @pinkplasticwineglass@awoo.space

im gonna go live in the dirt now

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh slap me into a coffin, i am literally hopeless

hey i want to be understood

im winding myself up feeling bad about everything + myself right now. just gonna say "im scared"

im having spanish tutoring and im extremely weird and overly apologetic to the tutor. im not really scared of her but if my parents think im having issues they will not leave me alone

im so fucking neurotic in like my day to day interactions with other people because im trying to dodge my parents terrible behavior and they will use literally anything

im trying to keep myself occupied with movies & videogames but mostly those things just make me want to make even more art. also i have obligations

not going to die but i cannot stress enough how much i need to have access to this cord, yesterday

i feel bad about shit like every night because i cant draw. i dont think my cord has even shipped yet and im going to d*e

i dont generally talk about this in "public" bc most of them use twitter. and i dont want them to feel bad about worrying me

like i know its them hurting not me in this case but it also puts a lot of pressure on me. three of my friends have attempted before and i had a friend actually die. once.

i know that most of my friends are suicidal and i don't really know what to say to them about that. ive been dealing with this since i was 14 and i probably talk about it more

ahh my problems !

i uh am not comfortable with myself very much

my mood is (sees myself in the mirror) go to hell, you dumb motherfucker

(nervously) i... uh.... die!!!!!!

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i think that izuku feels afraid to express insecurity to his mentors sometimes because he worries that it will be taken as a sign of inadequacy