doesnt help that most people dont really know me well. or have much to say than "uhhh sorry ;_;"
im... way too embarrassed to look anywhere. because i find enjoying things frightening to some degree
every time i talk to kitlin or my other friend we usually end up talking about my problems and thats not really like. good or fair lol
csa
mfw sexual abuse trauma, probably, also my parents bullying me into "pushing through" and "persevering" to a pointless bullshit degree
i have stupid bitch disorder
this is basically a vent account, i try to set my posts as followers only so if shit somehow shows up in your feed my apologies