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new flash everyone I FEEL REALLY FUCKING BAD>.......................

my kin memory is waking up from unconsciousness, crawling out of the basement and running barefoot through the woods, overcome with delirium

i should get some sweatpants in different colors so im not just wearing jeans all winter

everyone talks big about the "are you nasty" shorts but i would wear them. where can i buy them

im going to sleep i think.. i work 5-10pm tomorrow so that will give me something to do

me passed out on top of my head, holding a half-full can of sweet tea wearing nothing but a huge shirt that reads "I LOVE TO COMPLAIN"

doesnt help that most people dont really know me well. or have much to say than "uhhh sorry ;_;"

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i think when someone does or says something to me that means a lot to me i should tell them that. i have operated assuming it was implicit but i don't think most people know. like of course they cant just Know, i need to "use my words"

im... way too embarrassed to look anywhere. because i find enjoying things frightening to some degree

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completely unrelated thought: i need to find where to buy bnha merch

every time i talk to kitlin or my other friend we usually end up talking about my problems and thats not really like. good or fair lol

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i dont really feel like i have anyone to talk to. i have 2 friends that i am comfortable saying things to, but since theyre my only 2 people i dont really want to swamp them

csa 

mfw sexual abuse trauma, probably, also my parents bullying me into "pushing through" and "persevering" to a pointless bullshit degree

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every time i feel like. ANYTHING i default to thinking "i cant talk about this to anyone ever."

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