Dissociation, food, I feel like a dropped plate of food
Lost all of a critically needed day to sitting anxiously fiddling with my hair and jumping discord/fb/Tumblr/YouTube. Didn't even shower or leave the house. Had a single half-meal of pasta and a couple bagels and a can of diet Pepsi and I think a sandwich? Thoroughly dissociated, it's 3:40am, my mind is deserted but my jaw still clenched. It's one of those times where I wish somebody could take me apart, fix the bug, and put me back together