assistant fox keeper @somekindofcrow@awoo.space

Tonight's dinner: top sirloin, enoki baataa, basic risotto, lime rooibos soda, and a gravy made by deglazing the cast iron skillet with the chicken stock used to make the risotto.

This is a very good twist on steak and mushrooms.

https://awoo.space/media/PcUVjXkBEJYzZACH_t4

Woo made a new trans pride flag pendant. Size 8 pearl cotton on 1/8 inch maple hardwood. Yay.

https://awoo.space/media/ZhMMgvaBAduHnE6kMjc

So anyway I love this Mastodon thing and the whole I can actually easily put a CW in! Yay!

I was scrolling down my faceboop feed looking at pictures of birds and cats my friends posted and then bam giant nazi anti-gay graphic appears on my screen because Well Meaning Straight Cis White Man I Don't Even Know was angry and needed to share how terrible it is as a public post.

The funny part of course it appeared because my friend commented "hey maybe you should put a cw on there?!?!"

I just had the sudden urge to eat a can of tuna so I poured a can of tuna into a bowl, put some seaweed and soy sauce over it, and ate it.

And then I said "nya~"

I am a catgirl now.

Current aesthetic: trucking company button down shirt over lavender camisole.

https://awoo.space/media/fkJDv1BPALQxQa9VeBU

Wearing lacey underthing that is actually visible for the first time ahhhhhhhh.

https://awoo.space/media/qjDnSgqz-7NTzdiH5BQ

Someone posted this on Reddit with the title "trans woman singing in alto section" and it is hitting a little too hard because it is 100 percent true.

https://i.imgur.com/dhierWc.jpg

Work is doing a 2 hour suicide prevention training session. I managed to get through 40 minutes of it before leaving because we were about to roleplay asking people if they want to kill themselves and I'm like yeah I don't trust any of y'all to give you a straight answer to that.

So instead I'm in my office drinking tea and feeling guilty.

And also it turns out that a diverse set of students enrolling in a course does not mean the course is diverse when they fail and/or experience sexism and racism in that course so when a woman of color has a complaint and a cis straight white dude sends that data out saying "look at this we're doing things right" it's a REALLY BAD LOOK ahhhh.

I spent a ton of effort over the last five days to prevent my boss from sending someone a set of course enrollment data b/c 1) it makes it look like there aren't problems but there are actually deep systematic problems and 2) it only looks good because it's the last three years and not the last eight also 3) we have NO IDEA why they look that way b/c we never did anything see systematic problem so OF COURSE HE SENT IT OUT now I'm praying she won't ask intelligent questions.

So anyway this is Microsoft's version of Slackbot. It's pretty bad.

https://awoo.space/media/8wRDVya1044wG6f4uB8 https://awoo.space/media/gWrbIkqWsnNUmehqJ1Y

I just ate a bag of cheetos to make myself feel less sad. Yay self care!

Creamsicle Risotto

Today I'm a sparrow fox.

https://awoo.space/media/p0soqJ40vVv1PP3f734 https://awoo.space/media/qzj1YjgxdAdgIm84yro

Friends are celebrating their 12th wedding anniversary and I'm like that's great I'm celebrating the fact that my last actual relationship fell apart almost exactly 12 years ago and the same depression and gender bullshit that killed it has been causing me to be completely broken and to sabotage any attempt I make at creating meaningful connections with people.

Today has not been a good day.