Sex, badfeels
had the kind of day where I want someone to obliterate all my negative feels by pinning me down and/or doing fairy graphic things to me. It even kinda works, but isn't something I have super reliable access to. it's also probably a questionable way to cope with things.
I do wonder sometimes where the line between subbiness, abnegation, and self-harm actually is. I wonder if that line even exists.