Beautiful word of the day: virga -- rain that evaporates before hitting the ground.
(image source: https://climate.ncsu.edu/edu/PrecipTypes )
overthinking song lyrics
So there's a thing I think about when I hear the lyric "Well at least I author my own disaster".
"Disaster" comes from latin dis aster, "bad star". As in things were cosmically fated to go wrong.
But the lyric claims authorial control over that supposed fate. That's the point of the song, that we get ourselves into fucked up situations and sorta maybe learn from them, painfully.
It probably was wasn't deliberate, but I find that contrast of meanings compelling.
From https://twitter.com/LockPickingLwyr/status/1007613178249965569/:
"The company that sent me the pictured fingerprint lock has provided the security quote of the year: “...the lock is invincible to the people who do not have a screwdriver.”"
So, like, when cis people call us "brave" it's usually patronizing and not actually that fun to hear.
But, uh, we actually kind of fucking are?
It's a big deal to look at our bodies and structures of cultural assumption that've lasted thousands of years and say "ah, actually, no", and then act on that. To remake ourselves.
More than that, it's brave to look in the eye a society where half the people think we're an abomination and to say "fuck you, I'm proud of who I am."
A god doesn't have to be far away, unreachable. They don't need to exist as a defined, clearly-patterned entity, either.
I don't know the names or identities of most of the gods I quietly experience. It just doesn't seem to matter very much.
Moving to @starkatt
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