滝 @taki@awoo.space
A floof, and some other things.
She/her
Joined Apr 2017
@fluxom_alt Yo, same. I drink a ton of this stuff: https://www.drinkhint.com/collections/water#original
@fluxom_alt Kinda what I was guessing. Makes sense. 💜 Were the skirts latex too?
@fluxom_alt So in pics like this one: https://i.imgur.com/Xsve1Nc.png what is that little corset thing made of? :3
@fluxom_alt Yeah, that was definitely part of the plan. Might have to wait until I feel safe to hit the salon though.
@fluxom_alt I'm big enough that I could almost specifically do 82, but my hair is too dark to get it to blonde. XD
@fluxom_alt Every time I read more x82 it makes me want to cosplay as an Adder drone. >_>
re: hypnokink absolute worst post, also other kink
@fluxom_alt Sorry, but this might be my only chance to tell this story to someone who will fully appreciate it:
One time I was talking to an IRL friend about how I write niche erotica. She comments that I'm not the only person she knows who does it. She knows a guy who writes mind control + incest erotica. That specific combo immediately made me ask, "Oh, does he go by the username Pan?"
He does. It's the same dude. This is my greatest "small world" story and I can never tell it.
re: MH-, fairly heavy, very long
@angrboda Yeah, a couple friends did contact me and say I'm okay from their point of view, which assuages some of my concerns but not all of them. I appreciate the response. :)
MH-, fairly heavy, very long
It's hard to explain what's been bothering me lately. I've known I was aromantic for a while, and thought I was okay with it. It's just annoying when people don't understand, or I have to be careful not to give someone the impression I can do more than I'm actually capable of. That last bit is even harder when I often have trouble reading people or understanding what their motivations are.
But recently I've wondered if it's "worse" than that. Other people seem to form close relationships faster than I can. They describe friendships and other relationships in ways that are unfamiliar to me. It makes me wonder if I've ever actually been close to someone in the way that other people feel, and I can't say for sure that I have.
This is...upsetting. Am I more broken than I thought? Am I missing a wide range of human experiences? Are the people who care about me throwing their affection into a black hole that can never properly reciprocate?
I've thought about this for a few weeks and I don't have good answers. I don't even know why I'm like this. It could be trans stuff making me uncomfortable with myself for so long, or RSD from ADHD making me terrified to get close to people, or something else. And maybe this is only bothering me now because of 4 months of isolation. I don't even know what a resolution would be. Is this something fixable?
I don't expect anyone to read all this really, or understand where I'm coming from. Just needed to get it down somewhere, I guess. And I don't want my friends to think this means I don't care about them. I do, a lot, just in a weird, broken way that's hard to describe.
weird kink erotica
@fluxom_alt Oh man, I missed that one on the new stuff page. Is it any good?
@fluxom_alt Oh, useful! :o
@fluxom_alt Yo, what smut site gives you reading estimates? O_O
skunk teefers
@fluxom_alt Yeah, people don't realize how pointy skunks are with the claws and teeth. :3 Another reason I love having big canine teeth IRL.
re: have you ever looked at a skunk? I mean *reallY* looked at a skunk? (animal ec)
@fluxom_alt We are extremely good. It's true. Petting is strongly encouraged.
re: corruption kink, yugioh vrains
@fluxom_alt Oops, I'm into it.
@fluxom_alt !! I am intrigued.
@fluxom_alt A bold claim! :o
@fluxom_alt Okay, but...
re: Drawfee
@Draekos This was a good ep. I feel like they captured a lot of the different fursona energies.
re: MH (-)
@Draekos Thank.
A floof, and some other things.
She/her
Joined Apr 2017
