venting
I _really_ don't like interacting in situations where I can't trust the other part(y|ies) to speak up and communicate if things are negative :/
It gets us places like these.
I hate that interacting with this person I used to love interacting with is now a massive landmine field. It really hurts that this landmine field has only shown up _now_, long since I've already been hurting them with my carelessness, and now I'm deep in the thick of it with no good way out.
venting
idk. maybe it is all my fault for not taking it seriously enough when they were venting.