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I love FFVIII because I played it at the right time in my life. I was dealing with a lot of teenage pain, self-hatred, family trauma. Note: I don't use "teenage" to trivialize these experiences, as people often do. Teenage pain is real pain and ought not to be approached dismissively.

FFVIII didn't treat my issues as melodramatic. FFVIII took my struggle seriously and didn't look down on me, tell me my pain wasn't real or dismiss my experiences as just more whining.

Also, it was a good game.

I need to get FFVIII on PC and play through it again (with buttloads of cheats because I don't have time for that kind of JRPG from my youth, ain't nobody got time for that).

Gun violence, politics, San Bernardino today, my heart is breaking in sadness and rage 

First thing I see looking into the news of another school shooting is some Trumpist complaining about how the problem would have been solved if only there were more guns in schools and no gun-free zones and I can't see through the tears and the boiling blood because people lay dead on the ground and it's just another dogmatic talking point and I can't do this anymore I can't do it anymore I just can't

Ahhhhhh, look at all the lonely bepis
Ahhhhhh, look at all the lonely bepis

Eleanor Rigby picks up the rice in a church where a wedding has been
Lives in a dream
Waits by the window
wearing the butt that she keeps in a jar by the door.
Who is it for?

All the lonely bepis
Where do they all cum from?
All the lonely bepis
Where do they all belong?

bepis are bepis so why should it be
you and should get along so awfully

Annie are you okay? Are you okay? Are you okay, Annie? You been hit by, you been struck by a 

smooth butt

If you have a request of what I should do during my lunch break now is the time.

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Okay, I can break for lunch. No news-searching on hellbird or booksite for me, not allowed today for sake of brain. Will only be reading Numenera / Apocalypse World and doing Numenera / Apocalypse World prep for my games in 2 weeks.

Or writing up today's weird short prose.

Or writing more about my four Fursonas to post.

No internet. No news. No sitting at my desk to eat lunch. Get away from desk.

I will not ideate or disparage myself for having a chronic mental illness outside my control.

mental illness mentions 

hello yes awooo and such i am having a panic attack and a meltdown hi how are you yes awooooo

You are the apple of my eye. You are the ginormous plant ovaries, bioengineered by ages of vegetative eugenics and subject to the insatiable gnashing teeth of humanity's bottomless appetite, horrifically swollen to a size mother nature never intended, of my eye.

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