kasran, fourier transfemme @typhlosion@awoo.space

today on "song i hate that is stuck in my head": you oughta know, the alanis morissette "are the straights okay" anthem

like damn girl. breaking up with someone and then finding someone else doesn't make a person duplicitous, and it definitely doesn't warrant interrupting their dinner to rant about people's sex lives. have you considered maybe you were the problem

@Kye refusing to bang? i refuse to even hang

@owashii@plush.city okay i knew chag pesach samech (sameach?) i guess i just wasn't sure if saying a token phrase in a language i dont speak would come off as pandering or such. maybe i worry too much

@owashii@plush.city @V a nonanthro version of their fursona crawls out from under the suit and skitters away

as a gentile who can never keep jewish holidays straight in my head, whenever i see kosher stuff set out in its own area at my local grocery store i like to look at what holiday is approaching.

looks like it's passover this time? happy... happy passover? what's the appropriate thing to say

don't tell me you'll love me forever. just do me a favor and tell me you're done before you go.

the thing i have learned is that anything good that happens to me, any connection or closeness, is ephemeral and temporary. it can and will go away without warning, no matter what anyone says to the contrary. so i must cherish it while i have it, and keep my grief to a minimum when it leaves, because i should have known it would happen. it always does. the only constant is me, and i should not bank on anything staying with me.

does anyone even read these or am i just crying into the void here too

edit im sorry for that. that is a mean thing to say and i apologize.

my heart is aching for a hundred different reasons and im running out of effective distractions

i dont know anyone here in boston except my roommate who will be moving away by september

and for various reasons moving to a place where i do know people is hard or impossible to arrange

online friendships are no substitute for in person connections

i have plenty of the former but none of the latter and im bad at them both

i dont know how to make friends anymore

and i worry my loneliness is slowly killing me

can't sleep