kasran, fourier transfemme @typhlosion@awoo.space

my heart is aching for a hundred different reasons and im running out of effective distractions

i dont know anyone here in boston except my roommate who will be moving away by september

and for various reasons moving to a place where i do know people is hard or impossible to arrange

online friendships are no substitute for in person connections

i have plenty of the former but none of the latter and im bad at them both

i dont know how to make friends anymore

and i worry my loneliness is slowly killing me

can't sleep

i am not a doctor and this is not medical advice but i think you should eat a small snack you enjoy and drink some water

i have this destiny 2 raid jacket. sometimes when i go out in it i wonder if anyone who doesn't know what it is misinterprets the little skull on the sleeve as a fascist symbol or something, especially given my general look - aggrieved-entitlement-lookin'-ass lanky white masc-presenting creature with glasses and resting surly face. am i worrying too much

"kasran what does this mean" this is not for me to know.

someday the golden oldies stations will play the weeknd and ariana grande. and where will i be then. fighting for my life, god willing

though i do think it's very funny that the events of re2 apparently happen in part because leon is late for his first day on the job. very professional

apparently leon is a rookie cop in re2 so you could chalk it up to inexperience, but surely he would have gotten a dressing down about it sometime between then and 4

thinking about it, the least realistic part of the resident evil games starring police is the idea that an american cop would *fight* an evil corporation that's explicitly ruining the lives of civilians in an obvious way, rather than protecting them and helping them cover it up

"THIS is what you're striking for? no deal. you should argue for a higher wage"
"we refuse to compromise on- wait, what"

i know that tech companies having a neutral stance on unionization is strictly a good thing, but i think it would be funny if a tech company was explicitly pro-union

"hey, you guys should consider unionizing"
"but steve, you're... you're the ceo"
"form a fucking union or we'll start a round of layoffs"