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In the spirit of #TMITuesday: I've cranked it once before work, twice during, once after, and I'm still insatiable
How do y'all manage
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Like after time number four it's just a puff of dust but it still gets that nagging feeling to go away (worth it in its own right) and some nights I'm helpless, I can't put out the damn fire
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I kinda wonder if hormones might tame this out or make it even worse if/when I start, this is just
Bananas
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It'd be different if maybe I could enjoy it but it's so stale after a couple and I kinda want to fuck off the planet when I get off, uuuuuh
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@Saxxon hormones definitely helped this for me. It's way less of a "necessary" thing. I miss the urgency a bit (can be exciting!) but it's SO inconvenient imo.
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@poss_bot @Saxxon yeah same. Like. Orgasms are nice don't get me wrong but my sex drive is less "fuck well my penis says I need to do it now" than it was (even tho said instances were rare because I was a depressed and dysphoric level of non-sexual). Now my sex drive is much more driven by engagement with fantasy or with other people, less "the body declares it is time"
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@tahajin @AzureFemme @poss_bot @Saxxon
Many, many years ago, I came close to pursuing medically eliminating my sex drive, for no other reason than I was uncomfortable with it simply existing as I had a fair amount of then-very-recent traumatic guilt tied-up into it.
I gave up on the plan once I discovered it would mean I'd probably grow boobs.
I can't imagine what it would have been like if I'd actually gone through with it only to have it make things *worse.* o_O
