mental health gripe
ages ago I saw a thread that was intended to be read as something like "Mental illness might be difficult, but with hard work and maybe the right meds, you can have a worthwhile existence!"
And I parsed it as something like "With hard work and maybe the right life-long expenses, you can have 70% or less of what a neurotypical gets for free. And you should be *happy* with this deal!"
People got very angry at me for parsing it like that, and I can't say I exactly am okay with that even now.
mental health gripe, suicide, pessimism
I've often seen the line that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, but really I think most other "solutions" to the things that drive people to suicide are the temporary patches.
If you have chronic depression, it's not like anything is really going to *cure* you. Just make it so you can claw through a day to see another.
re: mental health gripe, suicide, pessimism
@IrisKalmia My resentment towards the maintenance-meds routine increases when I've already missed a day, and it can make it difficult to even start again. Doubly-so if I need a refill around the same time; it becomes nearly impossible.