Then the rumours are true! And it is as the prophecies fortold...
I'm hesitant to describe myself as having PTSD. I've never had it as a formal diagnosis, but I've also never really delved-into any of my behaviors and how they seem to relate to past experiences, at least not with a mental health professional--the latter has mostly involved addressing symptoms.
However, I am cognizant that some of my impulsive negative reactions feel "conditioned" rather than just hyper-amygdalic responses.
Well that's totally fine, just a little anti-climactic, is all.
@Balina Sometimes it still aches a bit when it rains.
@Elizafox You fool! Look what you've done!
Lust/lewd
@tahajin @AzureFemme@queer.party @poss_bot @Saxxon
Many, many years ago, I came close to pursuing medically eliminating my sex drive, for no other reason than I was uncomfortable with it simply existing as I had a fair amount of then-very-recent traumatic guilt tied-up into it.
I gave up on the plan once I discovered it would mean I'd probably grow boobs.
I can't imagine what it would have been like if I'd actually gone through with it only to have it make things *worse.* o_O
You can always make up a sound! Take me for example; WTF sound does a gremlin even make? I just say *grem* and let others' imaginations fill it in.
Adds to the mystery, I think.
alc?
Usually isn't.
I almost did tonight, but amazingly, apathy won-out.
Yay?
Drugs Mention
...gosh. O_O
Drugs Mention
*tucks your cheeks into bed and gives your wreck a grem-nuzzle goodnight*
body image problems
same
Happens when browsing with @Elizafox all the damn time.
Tangentially related:
Aesthetic Perfection is my aesthetic.
Several Queer, Fashionable, Repressed, Demon-Haunted Gremlins in a Single Bioform || nonbinary agremderflux