RSI, LEWDS, HORNY
So... something that sucks about my body.
I used to text fuck a lot. I still enjoy even non-lewd roleplay stuff. But like.. we are talking several times a week at peak.
Now like.. I can't. Not often, even if I want to because lewd text fun and fapping basically guarantees my hands are unusable for the rest of the day and will be stiff and painful for the next day at minimum. Even just masturbation has the same result. Fun sexy times in meat space? Same shit.
re: RSI, LEWDS, HORNY
I probably need surgery but I don't have the pto and can't afford the min 4-6 weeks of downtime for it.
Plus.. despite the fact that I've gone down that road before with my shoulder I'm terrified of the prospect of surgery and pto and recovery.
My shoulder was a special case, mega-fucked, I'm lucky it works at all but.. what if surgery makes my hands worse?
I have a hard time explaining this to friends and associates. Plus like..
Can I please have robot dragon arms?