Wobbly One Of Myriads @wobblewuffess@awoo.space

then I got called SKYNET...
life goals minus the whole being a DETERMINED EXTERMINATOR.. because I like my meat friends.. even if they are fragile and squishy and would be much better if we substantially upgraded their fragile chassis and hulls..

Apparently.. I AM NOW SKYNET!

Because while doing some dynamic campaign stuff to learn the game with friends.. I set up a mortar firebase on a hill near an objective and then coordinated half a dozen quadcopter drones (MY STOMPERS ALL GOT THEIR TIRES BLOWN OFF BY JERKS!) to provide (mostly) accurate, constant mortar fire and intel to support the 3 people moving on foot to the capture point.

IT WAS GLORIOUS NOW I NEED GUNSHIP DRONES but they only come with missiles and rockets

Stupid fires... look.. I come in two varieties of dragon and neither enjoy sucking up a bunch of ash particulate in the air.

Just wanted to chill and grill some steaks for my birthday but that requires going outside... and outside is an ash filled, hazy atmosphere at the moment.

And wearing a filter mask that is flammable while grilling a steak sounds like a bad plan.

So got put on the spot by my boss today... during quarterly check in.

I have a month-end of year to figure out if I want to be pushed toward a Management Role or Prod-Ops (much more DevOps environment, much more scripting and AWS+ Terraform things)

Cause if I don't give input I'm getting pushed into management (sorta.. we are still strong on DevOps.. and all our management in OPS still do ops things and oncall and stuff)

D: D: D:

Seriously... I think I've used up all my commission luck juice for a while. Tanraak fucking nailed this (as she pretty much always does with my ideas :D) and it is mmmm delicious.

Also.. avatar source.

Wonderful void dragoness thing for Nazuu-M0nster.

Mood..

I don't wanna work today D:

Well fuck.. massive comcast outage on my one night off this week

Mostly because It is probably rude to subject delivery folks to dragoness bulge without their consent.

OMG... finally found some women's pajama pants that fit... and they are so comfy.. though I will have to remember to wear a long shirt when I answer the door with them.

Alright.. what the hell.. it's November.. it's supposed to be cool, cloudy and wet... not sunny and 82F outside..

Things I need to commission more art of because gods damnit I need to see more of them.

Scifi and Cyber punk holographic clothing!
Seriously I need a storm dragoness chilling in a hardlight dress like yesterday.

Fuck capitalize... I'm up two hours early and 4 hours before my shift a meeting.

Ugh.. my brain hurts and I feel sick... was gonna cook dinner but that sounds like effort..

WTB
A good night's sleep.

I probably need surgery but I don't have the pto and can't afford the min 4-6 weeks of downtime for it.

Plus.. despite the fact that I've gone down that road before with my shoulder I'm terrified of the prospect of surgery and pto and recovery.
My shoulder was a special case, mega-fucked, I'm lucky it works at all but.. what if surgery makes my hands worse?

I have a hard time explaining this to friends and associates. Plus like..

Can I please have robot dragon arms?

So... something that sucks about my body.

I used to text fuck a lot. I still enjoy even non-lewd roleplay stuff. But like.. we are talking several times a week at peak.

Now like.. I can't. Not often, even if I want to because lewd text fun and fapping basically guarantees my hands are unusable for the rest of the day and will be stiff and painful for the next day at minimum. Even just masturbation has the same result. Fun sexy times in meat space? Same shit.

Bleh.. only day off until Wed... was not relaxing.. tried do gamey things and just bored when my hands were cooperative.. now they hurt...because I abandoned games to clean... and then our elderly neighbor hand a tumble outside out door (using the washer) and I patched him up and carried him back to his place. There is blood all over the concrete and I have nothing to clean it up with or hands to do with and everyone else is asleep.

And I get to work 1pm-9pm tomorrow and Sunday..

Tasty kabobs helped.. yay.