haha I just looked at my finances after avoiding it because it's depressing and there's nothing I can do about it. turns out I'm fucked several months sooner than I thought 🙃

haven't hit up family for cash (just a place to live, which isn't nothing) or drained retirement savings yet, but also I am entirely unequipped to work rn and I was hoping to have something to pay for surgeries

just did the math and after I stop paying rent literally 88% of what I spend in a month will be health insurance, and therapy and meds not covered by health insurance. the rest is mostly food, utilities, and internet access.

the only way I can see to squeeze anything else out of my budget is to cut back on food, but given that not letting myself eat is part of what made me unable to work to begin with, I'm thinking maybe that's not a good idea. and even if I ate nothing at all it wouldn't even save 10% of my overall healthcare budget