wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space
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i'm a weird lil dogo and this is where i sadpost
Joined Aug 2021
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also it leaves me tired for several days after and then i'm all like "oh no i shouldn't have smoked" then 5 minutes later "haha life is shit lets smoke"
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but this is probably a sign of addiction forming so i also feel guilty at the same time
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lets me at least enjoy things like books and youtube and solitaire
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and weed just distracts me from that for a few hours
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i hate to use weed as an emotional crutch but you know what else i hate? being alive
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really strong wishing i was dead vibes today
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did some physiotherapy exercises to make myself feel like i'm at least *trying* to do *something* about *anything* at all
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wishing i was dead but not brave enough to try anything
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i'll never be pretty or muscly or even remotely fuckable
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every Atractive Person either on Gay Apps or on the street just makes me feel so Amazingly Bad
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filled with envy and despair
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update since i've been away from here for a while:
i wanna die and everything i do is at best only a distraction from wanting to not live anymore
ph+ re: alternative medicine, covid bullshit
she's such a bullshit-spewing charlatan on the one hand - but her diet+pills actually work for me, and my stomach hasn't been this neutral/ok/calm since like 2013
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anyway i don't have time to spiral today; i have a million things i need to do
me not understanding basic human communication or whatever; maybe a subtoot but not really directed towards anyone in particular
i hate apologies. not necessarily apologizing myself, but mostly other people apologizing to me.
like, what's the point? you've already hurt me. don't tell me you're sorry. tell me how you're planning to not do it again. or maybe just gtfo of my life. hurting me again and again isn't going to be ok just cause you've apologized
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re: no one cares, i was texting with a friend about how i think we're attracted to completely different sets of guys and as a counterexample, he brought up this friend with benefits -_- yay thanks for reminding me of him -_-
(oh but it's okay!!! cause he said sorry for bringing it up!!!! so it's fine now and i'm not spiraling into self hatred!!!!!!!!! wait no i still am)
wolfe but sad
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I miss phones with slide-out keyboards. I fumble too much for touchscreen typing.
@doubleDensity oh man you just reminded me of my nokia n900 that i had about that time. a phone with a RESISTIVE touchscreen, and running a gosh dang linux distro! with x11 and all that stuff! and the apps were written in c++ with gosh dang qt!!!!
it would crash and misbehave so much; and the screen was an absolute nightmare that could only be worked with a stylus; and yet it had an amazingly comfortable slide out physical keyboard that i still miss sometimes
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🇬🇧 Traffic jam
🇫🇷 Confiture de circulation
sounds like my neighbors had a little mix up between their shofar and their didjeridoo
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i'm a weird lil dogo and this is where i sadpost
Joined Aug 2021
