wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

haha i wish i was brave enough to kill myself haha

haha i want to die haha

look at me, all awake and alive and dressed and ready to go!!!

haha 4am in bed and procrastinating and destroying my sleep schedule

@else

i may have found/made up a justification for why i won't go to sleep. i think maybe it's a form of revenge(?)/self-compensation(?) bedtime procrastination thing that i do because the day starts out like complete and utter shit but by the time 2am rolls around i'm flying high as a kite and feeling just regular bad/worried with a dash of ignoring my problems and flooding myself in distractions, and i don't wanna go to sleep and bring tomorrow and with it another 100% shitty morning (i.e afternoon actually)

uh, like,, newsflash,,,?,,, uhm, it is,,, like, NOT fine??

plot twist!,, it is NOT fine, actually!!,,

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feeling sorry for myself and obsessively watching tiktok videos at almost 2am

@else i fear this happening (again) so much

@else adding to my headcanon that the poor overworked programmer making it somewhere during the 24th century or whatever could only find 1990s reimaginings of the 1960s -- a time period ~3 centuries away from them at that point -- and said to themself "aaaaah what's that 30 years difference gonna make?"

no touch!
only hug

i need a hug from one of the 0 people in the world whose hug won't feel like a sexually confusing mess of unwanted physical contact

sleep deprived and high and caffeinated = jumpy and almost shaking in addition to my usual wanting to die

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