wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

trying to edit some writing and my brain shuts down and sends a shock through my limbs haha classic adhd move fuck me

basically i hate everything i ever made

if you already had abs in your before picture, i do NOT wanna see your before/after comparison

i am basically a waste of air in a world where the amount of breathable air is on the decline

half an hour ago i had some motivation but whoops all gone

i am ugly and fat and only attracted to people who are disgusted by my body 👍👍👍👍👍

especially when they start playing soccer in the middle of a public square and take their shirts off

some people out in the street are so attractive that it literally hurts me to look at them

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no, i can't. might as well get up and compute at the computer or something

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maybe i can fix it with enough weed and lying in bed feeling sorry for myself

my sleep schedule is hereby declared to be completely fucked up beyond all recognition

alive and hatin every moment

haha i wish i was brave enough to kill myself haha

haha i want to die haha

look at me, all awake and alive and dressed and ready to go!!!

haha 4am in bed and procrastinating and destroying my sleep schedule

i may have found/made up a justification for why i won't go to sleep. i think maybe it's a form of revenge(?)/self-compensation(?) bedtime procrastination thing that i do because the day starts out like complete and utter shit but by the time 2am rolls around i'm flying high as a kite and feeling just regular bad/worried with a dash of ignoring my problems and flooding myself in distractions, and i don't wanna go to sleep and bring tomorrow and with it another 100% shitty morning (i.e afternoon actually)