No CW for this one, sorry.
I could really use somebody to talk to about some... stuff. Community stuff.
There's no hurry. This request is on the order of weeks, not hours. But yeah, I don't think I can bottle up and try to contend with this on my own any longer. It just ain't working.
And frankly, given how little information I STILL have about what actually happened, it all just seems faintly absurd to me, so absurd I'm still dumb enough to think there might be a solution.
Fuck me, rite?
@Balinares I am basically okay, got the insights I needed, but I greatly miss talking to you just on general principle. :D <3