mood (~)
reminder to self:
you still exist
you're just still in ohio
your feelings of utter loneliness and stagnation are perfectly normal here
granted they don't tend to be that much better in seattle
but you'll have weed, sushi, and that dragon you like
re: mood (~)
@mmsword I appreciate the reminder! *hug* But yeah, I know. I've gotten some really nice examples of that over Xmas and I'm grateful.
I think it's less lack of social opportunities these days, and more just missing certain aspects of the Big Communal Furry House life.
It's just weird, you know, having my social life require actually *going* places with people and *doing* things on a schedule instead of just, like... going downstairs. :)
And tbh, I do feel like my values are kinda drifting apart from this crowd, too. Not so much in terms of politics or anything, though I am starting to feel the confines of the ideological bubble a little bit. I've just shed so many of the things that brought our little group together in the last two years, and it feels harder and harder to *really* connect with everybody than it used to be...
Thanks for listening, seriously. Get yourself some Bentley kisses. <3
