re: general angst, regret
@kobi_lacroix Hun, Gilda Radner was one of the kindest, sweetest souls to ever work in the comedy industry... and just last week I saw early work of her in which she was doing out-and-out yellowface and speaking grotesque mock "Korean."
It happens. It's probably good that it happens, because the alternative is no progress at all. Just don't blame yourself; you've clearly moved on from it. Values dissonance increases with time. It's a natural and healthy part of having a culture, and all you're obliged to do is learn.