post-postfurry related stress disorder
i could really use someone to tell me i'm okay right now
i'm fine, peg and i are basically fine, it's just been a bit of a stressful day (due to ongoing retinal worries and bureaucratic stress from insurance switch)
and i've put peg through a lot of my fretful panicky side and some seattle-Thing-related stuff has spilled out of the brainvault
just some crushing old regrets and guilt that can never be resolved, because i'm in a horrible double-bind that prevents me from ever being able to make amends without starting a whole new round of fighting and misery for everybody -- ntm the fact that there are a lot of things i still feel i'm legitimately pissed off about, would love to resolve, but have no remaining hope it ever could be
so if your world sucks any less cause of me or you ever caught me not being a useless neurotic prick this would be a good time to remind me
k thx luv u 😿
post-postfurry related stress disorder
@zebratron2084
My world has definitely been weirder from you being in it.
I like weird.
re: post-postfurry related stress disorder
@JulieSqveakaroo Thank you, honey. You have been one of my perennials, can't even remember at this point how we ran into each other, and it means a lot to me. I know you have a lot of the same social anxieties I have, and the fact you're apparently not terrified of me is probably evidence I ain't THAT scary of a homicidal psycho jungle cat. n.n;
