I have a weird superstition about outwardly showing too much hope or optimism about anything. even when I'm basically 100% certain, I still stick a "hopefully" on there in order to, I guess, not piss off any gods of fate by presuming to *know* something good is coming.
I'm basically a cartoon character afraid the piano is going to fall on my head the second I relax and stop glancing up
re: unhelpful mental habits
@zebratron2084 I'm not even a little surprised. <3