mood crash (--)
Today has turned into a bit of a clusterfuck and I'm feeling very trapped and down on myself. I could stand to hear something encouraging right now.
It doesn't even have to be about me, just something to make me feel like I haven't necessarily locked myself into a dismal Bad End scenario, and it's not just gonna be a big grey smear of stunted emotions from here on in.
I would also accept cash. (KIDDING! :D In my current condition, I'd probably just go up to Brocato's bakery and convert it directly to bodyfat anyhow.)
re: mood crash (--)
In particular, I've been dwelling on past mistakes and how they've presumably affected the fact I don't hear so much from people anymore. So anything you can do to relieve me of these Pariah Feels would be especially valuable right now.
re: mood crash (--)
Also, while I'm mooning over stuff...
I really like Peg's friends down here, the few I've gotten to meet so far. We get along well and have plenty to talk about.
But it's just not the same as having a social circle that's predominantly queer furries. No hugs, no species board, no shared daydreams, no gushy emotional displays. They're "normal" and a bit proud of it—even the guy who puts on a wig and dark glasses and pretends to be a mad scientist once a month.
I think Peg's really enjoying the break. To be honest, I *am* enjoying the break from radical queer politics just a bit, but... the constrained emotional sphere is getting to me.
