@spacewastrel@yiff.life I thought about it some more, and I actually have four or five "I've lost everything" moments in my life. The times immediately after them were some of the worst of my life, but... like I said, here I am.
So, yeah, here I am. Just keep talking to us and we can collectively get you through this. Everything looks better after a couple of days. Trust in the resilience of your brain to deal with shock, give yourself time to mourn and reel, and then we'll figure out the next step.*hug*