re: mood snapshot, mh (!?!?!?), extreme cinema, MAJOR CONTENT WARNINGS FOR LINK, POSITIVELY NOT SAFE FOR EPILEPTICS
But no, seriously, my OCD-adjacent intrusive thoughts are getting REAL bad lately and my subconscious is basically just an endless loop of misanthropic subvocalizations. Not too far from the film I just linked to, including their nonsense level and their relentlessness.
Zero or less desire to carry them out, and it's nothing that uncommon for people with my brain settings or correlated with actual violence, but... Jesus Fucking Christ, it's not a good sign of my stress level at all... or my current level of warmth towards humanity.
I REALLY miss cannabis, which is the only thing I've ever found that makes them go away completely. *sigh* Fuck you, John Bel Edwards, you idiot DINO boomer.