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I'm really trying to be positive in the face of everything and not further indulge the pulsating vein of loathing that's been running through me all day, so... uh...
Stuffed animals? Are good? Also rainbows? And I still like cake. I had some pizza and a salad. It was good. It had fruit in it. Fruit is good.
I'm really doing the best I can here, folks.
No, seriously, a friend said nice things about Parallax today and that actually made my freakin' day. Also, I've been dipping into Istanbul Feral Cat Youtube and it's actually pretty heartwarming.
Oh! And Tuca and Bertie got a second season! That does actually feel like a freakin' miracle. And dragons. Dragons are very good.
And I have a recipe for Singaporean Marmite Chicken. And I can take comfort in the fact that 90% of the people who annoyed me today would be ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTED by it. So I can kinda hate them vicariously through crispy pan-fried chicken.
So I got that goin' for me which is nice. And I had a fresh beignet yesterday! And the lumpy thing on my back finally went away.
I can't keep this up. Every time I get my head above the surface I get pulled back down. I kinda hate myself a lot these days. I'm OK. I just don't care much for my own company right now.
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@zebratron2084 I love what you are doing with Parallax! I haven't really gotten a clear idea of what's happening on the story, but it was the same with Decrypting Rita, I had to re-read it twice to understand it!
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@matias93 ...
OK, NOW my day is made. <3
Thank you so much. I really needed to hear that from someone I'm not super-close with and can thereby trust that they're not just being nice to me. :)
It'll probably be easier to understand after our first edit pass! We have something like eight pages of clarifications to add. :)
Thank you again for the support!
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@zebratron2084 cooool! Did I mention that I casually found DR years ago, binge it in one day in incognito mode and then lose any hint of it until finding you both in Mastodon? I even got to think I had hallucinated it lol!