stoned self-examination
There's this part of me that's always lonely whenever there aren't people around. There's this sense of abandonment, as if somehow I'd earned it by some failure. I think that was probably a bit contributor to what failed at Station Beta. Something had always spiked my social anxiety something fierce there, and it was nobody's fault.
I even managed to keep under wraps 95% of the time. It was just a little wisp of sadness. But I have to confront and deal with it.
stoned self-examination
I guess what I'm saying, translated into awoo.space terms, is... maybe I've got more of a canid streak than I'd been willing to admit. :p Some part of me is always very... Dog 911 about my emotions. "THE BALL IS GONE FOREVER! YOU ARE DOOMED! OMG!"
I should probably do something to explore that. Like I said, it's just a streak. Most of me is feline, happily solitary, and an agreeable-enough mix of independent and lazy.
But the inner clingy border collie is in here. :9~~~
