more vent
current mood: 2/10
current self-assessment: 1/10
current est'd number of friends: 0
actual number of people currently on telegram alone who would probably jump to help me if i could actually take the initiative: 17
est'd accuracy of current self-image: 4%
# of inner voices currently advocating self-destruction: 2/12
current odds of self-destruction: 0.2%
# of inner voices currently advocating returning to bed: 11/12
current desire to talk to anyone but this screen: 0.0%