icky negative emotions
Another mood crash, another topic I don't feel at all safe discussing among my remaining friends. Feeling isolated again. Have been given shit for both talking about good things and bad things here within the last few weeks, and feeling like there's not much point to saying anything at all. Could use some contact with the old crew; am currently afraid of everybody. Guilt and emotional paralysis pretty bad today. Wasting rest of day as fast as possible.