feels and stuff (Sunday edition: now 50% more upbeat!)
Much better today. It's just... you know, when I'm stressed out, I revert to my reclusive, paranoid, self-hatey 11-year-old self, and he SUCKS.
There are reasons I don't talk a whole lot about me before my Christian phase -- because say what you (and I) will about religion, prior to my conversion I had approximately the empathy of a cone snail with an MBA. XD
I'm scared of going back there, but I'm LESS scared today thanks to my friends.