I said my goodbyes to the people on Birdsite I most wanted to keep touch with, linked them to this account, and booked. Feels great. I might fall off the wagon again, but this time... I have no urge to go back whatsoever.
I think I'm really done. There was just so little left to offer me, and I have a place where I can actually have a conversation more than one thought long. >_<