NVM my LRT. Our freakin' LANGUAGE needs better terms for vital emotions. Emotions like "you drive me to madness and we have so many things we disagree on, but I still care about you and if you had a body to bury at 3 am I'd still turn up with a shovel, even if some of the ways we've both changed really scare the shit out of me sometimes."
Dunno about you, but that's a REAL common emotion for curmudgeonly little me. :) All curmudgeons are secret romantics. But you lot probably already knew that.