Still ruminating over everything that's happened in the last few months. Between that and reading the news, I'm just feeling old, obsolete, and toxic today.
I could use petting, but what I could really use is some sense I'm worth a damn to anyone but Peggy even when I'm *not* explicitly asking for petting.
Everything today is reinforcing my sense I'm someone people tolerate more than like, more of a friend emeritus with lingering historic honors.
mood (300-400 millikafkas; wear protection)
@zebratron2084
I don't think I function at all, live and on stage... but my blooper reels are hysterical!